Im alright.
After 3yrs it seems to be truly over(In my oppinion its over because of some B.S.). Im happy to say after a night of hard thinking that its ok. Throughout our whole relationship i’ve had to fiight with you for what i wanted no matter how small my needs where, but with you i was willing to listen and give you what you asked for emotionaly that is until about 6months ago when i got fed-up with eather not getting what i wanted or having to fight so hard for my simple needs. In your oppinion you did everything(not true), throughout this whole relationship you always gave me what you wanted and never what i asked no matter if my needs where dressing a little more grown-up(atleast once out of a month i would like to see my woman in somthing other than jeans and a “Grr” T-shirt) or not drinking you have never granted any of my wishes, i even got on a plain just to go to florida and be with you and i also sat my ass down on a bus for 7hours just so you wouldnt be alone for your birthday, not to mention having to hide out in your dorm. i did all those things and more just to keep you smiling because i thought you where my soulmate. Im sorry for hanging out with somone else, just because you never gave me what i wanted didnt mean that i could hangout with another. In all honesty im glad its over, i was tired of being givin everthing BUT what i asked for. The only thing that hurt me was when you said it was just a phase, why would you say somthing like that? Anyway. If thats what you got out of this past 3yrs then i guess you arent worth my time. Its funny my friends said that you would never give me the little things i asked for but i stuck it out thinking that oneday you would get off your high horse and see. To bad is all i can say. Once again im left with the short end of the stick but this time im not going to cheat myself. Im young and i have everything going for me, just because i dont have you doesnt mean im going to fail. As of right now tho there is noone that id rather be with happy or not, deep down i know that i will find someone that listens, not somone that does their own thing. im officially starting a new chapter in my life and its going to be GREAT.
Thank god for tumblr.
